I Am 23

I am 23, and I have three beautiful daughters. About a year ago I found out I was pregnant again. My youngest child was only 9 months old. We live in a small two bedroom house with little income. I was scared to death. I didn't want another kid and neither did my boyfriend. So we decided to have an abortion.
I will spend the rest of my life regretting this.
I was 13 weeks when I did it. And now I wish I wouldn't have. I could have given that baby to someone who would never get to experience motherhood but I didn't. I killed it, and I hate myself for that. I hurt every time I think about it (which is every day). I know God will forgive me but will He understand and let me into Heaven? I am a good person, I just made a horrible mistake. I will spend the rest of my life regretting this.
So if anyone out there thinks about getting an abortion, think long and hard about it. It will stick with you for the rest of your life and it will hurt every time you think about it. I’ve been there. I know. I have no one to talk to about it, so I talk to God. He puts nothing on you you can’t handle, remember that.”
story by Shirley The above story is just one of many from ChristianAnswers.net “Life Before Birth” a forum on abortion. This subject is dear to me as some of you are aware, my 24 year old grand daughter could have been aborted at 24 weeks because of medical problems but her mother said no. She was 1 pound 3 ozs. when born and spent three months in the NICU. She now works with us as a floral designer and is the mother of my 5 year old great grandson and best buddy at work.